My anus has been a functional part of my body, a closed door that never should let anything out unless sat firmly on a toilet.
I hear how others enjoy it, I have in my past been aroused by touch of my anus but through shame fear and ignorance pushed that touch away.
Tahlia worked on my head, neck, jaw, face, she gave strong beautiful therapeutic touch. As Tahlia massaged my buttocks and hips and under my tail-bone I fell deep into my past…
The pulsing in my body, which I feel often when I drop into my pelvic bowl intensified with the anal massage, the warmth, touch, sensations, vibrations and then deep pulsing. Tahlia stirred something inside me. Sensation running up my spine, down my front, up my spine. Tahlia sung, ancient deep Maori tones and my own voice joined hers, like a baby bird, feeling wings, connecting throat and anus…. Heard, held, and present. Anus, welcome to my body.
And I slept. A deep restful sleep.